What is the point in even trying to make the world better, will you make yourself better? Maybe that’s the point. But I don’t really know right now, you see after a hacker attacked this blog while it was on hiatus I have considered shutting it down and packing it in. No one is really reading this and the marketing sucks. Even the book that is inspired by the blog has been stalled.
So far this blog hasn’t made a difference that I have seen. If it does will it matter in the long run? Will people learn to be kind to one another by reading a blog and sharing it? What’s the point in trying to make a better world if it’s going to all come tumbling down anyway? Right now those answers are eluding me.
The semicolon project founder died of suicide recently, this even has me reconsidering the reason to live book that it in manuscript form. If the semicolon project founder and mental health advocate who inspired others to live took her own life does it invalidate her work. What if one day I come to that point again, would my work have saved peoples lives? Maybe it will even if the doubt is strong at the moment.
What is the point in trying to make the world a better place? Maybe the question is does it have to have a point? Nothing really has to have a point, but you do it for yourself and you do it for the common good. Maybe you might surprise yourself and make a difference despite your mountains of doubt. So keep fighting and keep your head up!